Dec 22 Daily Entry -- Expectations
What if I had a theory that rich people and poor people could have "unique" names but middle-class people can't. We could come up with...
December 21 Daily Entry -- Repeated Mistakes
How many times have I been uncharitable to my mother--thinking I know how she should be or what she should do--only to learn later that...
December 20 Daily Entry -- There is something going on with my depression?
I find myself annoyed with people who are too happy. Or who have happiness that doesn't seem to match their situation or feelings. For...
December 11 Daily Entry -- Wave on wave
What if the crazies are right? I know I shouldn't fall for this, but it makes sense to my tired brain. They say we are made of...
December 8 Daily Entry -- Who's there?
Who am I working for? Who am I trying to impress? I work only so that someone will approve of me. Why am I waiting for permission to...
December 5 Daily Entry -- Why fear?
Why fear the moment of release? Why fear the moment when I allow myself to let go of all the effort it takes to insist that I am a...
December 4 Daily Entry -- Who am I to have thoughts?
I am a professor of nothing, holding no doctorate of studies in no particular field. I have not achieved anything special, nor have I had...
December 4 Daily Entry -- What if there is no me?
I know that "I" am not my body. At least not completely. I am also my thoughts, right? Or my feelings? Maybe both? But then again, I know...
Nov 25 Daily Entry -- Ceaseless Work
It has been hard and I have been so tired. The work never ends. The masquerade never ends. There is always a show to do or a show to...
Nov 13 Daily Entry -- Little Luxuries
There are many little luxuries that you are denying yourself when you could afford to grant them. Order the coffee you like, that doesn't...
Nov 12 Daily Entry -- Health
If I am allowing myself to take time on my journey, I should ensure there is a supply of time for me to have. And thus, let's increase...
Nov 11 Daily Entry -- Water Thoughts
I know you have given up on ever feeling successful. I know that you have seen yourself fail again and again and again, and now you are...
Nov 1 Daily Entry -- The ant on the sink
Sometimes I kill the ant. But the next day he is back. Replaced. Always one, never two. I think that I create this ant with my mind. I...
October 31 Daily Entry -- The Ancestors Answered
I asked the ancestors for help today, and they have answered. I asked for help to relax and be happy. They said this: Your life is not...
Aug 22 Daily Entry -- Silent
I understand now why my grandmother was silent most of the time. She was tired. She was in pain. She had given all her life and had...
October 31 Daily Entry -- My Mother Told Me
There's a lot my mother didn't teach me. Whether she didn't know, or she didn't think it was important is irrelevant. What matters is I...
October 30 Daily Entry -- Flawed but Victorious
Every version of you still exists. You at age 6. Happy, or not so happy. Flawed or perfect. I suppose it depends on what you choose to...
October 27 Daily Entry -- Outside Too
The change in the thought pattern to change your perceptions to change your reality, it works outside of you, too. Last week I began to...
October 26th Daily Entry -- Becoming True
Have you ever said a thing and it became true? Not a fact. Not a thing like the sky being blue (is it blue to you?) but a thought ot...
October 25 Daily Entry -- Roses
There are three things I am willing to smell like--four if you count vick's vapo-rub. But the other three are almonds, lavender, and...
