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BAUK'S BOOKS

A Micro-Journal by T. S. Bauk

Below you will find my journal. I journal as a means of self-expression, born out of a need to process my thoughts and experiences and a desire to feel heard.

You'll see short, daily entries. I make these entries in order to build a habit and maintain a practice of journaling. I do this to build mental health, heal past wounds, treasure old memories, celebrate moments of beauty, and create my understanding of myself and my world.

You will also find entries categorized as FFR (ForFutureReference). These are ideas I have that I may want to explore or revisit later. These are scraps that I may weave together someday into an insight, a practice, or a project. Or I may forget them and move on from. I leave them here for now, just in case.

I don't intend to seek an audience, but if you have found this site, feel free to explore. Sift through my memories. Weigh my ideas. Take what is useful and leave anything that is not to your liking.

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THE MICRO-JOURNAL OF T. S. BAUK

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Aug 7 Daily Entry -- The Counsel

I close my eyes and turn inward. I listen to my breathing, and turn my attention to the center of my body. I may have to address my cells...

Aug 6 Daily Entry -- Silence 2

Practice being silent. You can achieve inner and outer emotional support in silence. Practice talking to your inner self, your inner...

Aug 6 Daily Entry -- Silence

Anger and depression both come from fear. They come from the dear that you will not be okay. And this fear comes from stories you have...

Aug 5 Daily Entry -- Nothing Matters

Nothing really matters. Not the decisions you make, not what people think about you. Because nothing has real consequences. It's not that...

Aug 4 Daily Entry -- Invisible Illness

Today I lost a place that was dear to me, in a way that will be difficult for others to understand. I have to write this out in order for...

Aug 4 Daily Entry -- Attention

I am light-headed, and I worry about getting home safely, but I have told no one. What I have learned from seeing doctors for the past...

Aug 2nd Daily Entry -- Vibes

It's August and the vibes are off. People are grouchy--yelling at each other on the street, over the phone, in elevators. Everyone is in...

August 1 Daily Entry -- The myth of excellence

Why should I have to be excellent to do something? (Provided, of course, that my ineptitude hurts no one. But no every activity is...

July 31 Daily Entry -- Stop wanting

Stop wanting to do things, and do them. Start before you are ready. Commit before you are good. Talent and inspiration arise from daily,...

July 30 Daily Entry -- Portraits

When I interact with someone, they form an impression of me. This impression is like a portrait. It is based on the living, changing...

July 29 Daily Entry -- Problem Solving

What happens when there are no problems left to solve? You invent problems. And if, for a moment, you can see past the problems you are...

July 28 Daily Entry -- Valuable People

Look at all the people around you. Are any of them better than the rest? Some are more beautiful. Some older, some younger. Some have...

July 28 Daily Entry -- Messages

A few feet from me there is a chair with a folded up piece of paper wedged in its slats. It's probably trash, but what if it's not? Until...

July 28 Daily Entry -- Paths

Look at the paths before you, the choices you can make. Follow them to the end. What does each one get you? If you teach you will have a...

July 26 Daily Entry -- Anxiety

Breathe in and out. Slow your heat beat. Calm your thoughts. Imagine how slowly the trees are growing and the world is turning....

July 27 Daily Entry -- Time

Today I watched a man drop his many bags and make hand signs at the water fountain before getting a drink of water. He was living in his...

July 26 Daily Entry -- So Many Thoughts

I woke up this morning, and the thought of getting out of bed made me want to cry. The thought of the heat, of the day spent being broken...

July 25 Daily Entry -- Nothing

I have nothing to write today. My thoughts are old, but they refuse to settle, take root, deepen and grow. I keep thinking about what I...

July 22 Daily Entry -- Stories

Today I see stories everywhere I look. Across the street at the 1114 Avenue of the Americas tower, which is a tall white building, there...

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WHO AM I?

Thoughts from Inside My Lair

I'm not a naturally consistent journaler, but I have built the habit because I thought it would be a useful tool to strengthen mental health, to express myself, and to explore my own ideas.

To get myself journaling consistently, I came up with the idea of micro-journaling according to a set of guidelines developed to take away the intimidation I felt every time I tried to start a journaling about. (You can read about that here.)


And if you would like to journal, but need a little prompting, consider subscribing to my "nudge" service. Subscribers will receive a daily email prompting them to journal and offering a question, prompt, photo, or other springboard for thought.

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