May 18 Daily Entry -- Winds of Change

I am doing it again. Not doing what I said. Fearing imperfection, fearing exposure. Afraid to work in public.

But also, so much is happening. I feel that my life is changing, but I don't fully understand how or why. It is becoming richer, deeper, more complex. But it is becoming harder to control. Too many moving pieces, too many thoughts, too many people.

Perhaps it is time to let go of the control and see what happens.