Sept19 Daily Entry -- What if

I am so sad. It feels like I am carrying an enormous boulder on my back. It is so heavy, and it is a miracle I can lift it.

What if I am? What if we all carry out sadness, and what if some people only have a little? What if I am carrying other people's share of sadness? What if I am doing it to make life easier for others? What if I agreed to do it beforehand?

What if people are watching me? What if they are cheering for me? What if they want me to win? What if, in the invisible realm that surrounds us, there are people who see how hard this is for me? What if they are proud of me? What if it is not unseen.

That which is unseen will be seen.